Hey there.

In Uncategorized on September 9, 2011 at 4:06 pm

I guess this is the best way to do this. There aren’t many options for me to defend myself as there’s no way I should drag up old wounds on my you tube channel when things have been going well.

I am shaking right now.  Ok, I’m going to address this directly to the woman, like a letter, instead of a general blog. That is likely the best way to do this.

First, when I commented on your channel long ago, I did not talk about other people, except generally about the misogyny on you tube, and once possibly mentioned the screen name of mr1001nights, which was nothing personal at all.  It might be a channel you want to check some time, but it’s irritating. Iremythpurr can tell you about him.

So this is one of the things that scares me about you, your harsh rush to judgement. There is an anti-feminist online that spent his days harassing me and even opened up 100 channels to do so.  He posted videos doc dropping me to 40 of them, including my family, and shut them down when people talked sense to him. This person is key to the messes that came up later.

Different Situation:

I got involved with this guy online in a totally inappropriate situation. He shared some private pictures with me, and eventually, when I tried to break off this stupid, stupid situation with him, he went to the first guy I mentioned. They harassed me together. At this point everyone knew I had these stupid pictures and we joked about them, and I would ask my close feminist friends if they wanted them, knowing at least one would say NO THANK YOU. It was a joke. One of these people dollsnatch pretended to be a friend of mine, and wanted to see them so we shared. That was that. I talked to her daily on skype, and considered her a friend.

They try to tell it differently- it is not different than this. I also had some inappropriate material from another guy friend of mine, and dollsnatch was let in on those, only her.  This was very stupid, but we constantly joked on skype, and she’s a lot of fun and we shared lots of strange things together.

Now that it’s turned into a public mess of course I feel like an ass.

The way it all exploded- a series of events happened with myself and iremythpurr. She got very hostile with me because I associated with this conservative dude a bit, that was one thing she found distasteful, and then I posted Aileen Wurnos confession after she had posted her video calling AW a feminist hero. She was pretty upset with me and I explained that maybe there was more to be said about the situation, but I found this online. Well turns out there is more, the confession is probably bunk. But ire and I had been running pals on you tube doing the feminist fight for about a year, and she had seen how I fight as an anti porn feminist tooth and nail with people that harass her, and it seems my sincerity should have shown. I backed her play all over the place in very rough circumstances.  She is outright persecuted on the Tubes. One could definitely see it that way, considering what she went through over that year.

We didn’t fall out because I was evil. It was for whatever reason. But when she falls out with people she gets mean and is NOT truthful and neither is dollsnatch. The guy’s pictures got spread around because of them. This is a known issue and others know this is true, but at this point we’re wounded from this, and I’d rather not have to have help defending myself.

Guess who they gave my best friend’s pictures to? The guy that harasses feminists, has driven one offline already, you know the one that doc dropped me in total over 100 times over time. He publishes things about my disabled son as well.

You are wrong.

Dollsnatch sent my best friend’s full name and intimate material to this doc dropper feminist stalker. THIS is why I talked about her mother once or twice. She has no shame. Her channel is full of slander and personal attacks.  So nice try titsillator.

I have talked about you like once and you deserved what I said in my opinion, and I do not go around talking about you every chance I get.  Nice try again. What else are you not so careful about when you speak?

The people involved know they are lying about what happened, and I’m glad I don’t live in their skin.

For you to use me as some example of an online weirdo doc dropper is …wow. It prompts me to write this. I perceive that you are a bully that thinks that’s ok if the cause is right. This is not the right cause. You made an error in judgement.

Now I have no idea how to get this to you without causing a problem.


Oh, PS I just read this and it’s cold. I like your videos. This situation has caused me more anguish than you can imagine.  These are wounds for me, and it’s tough getting lied about it’s like a nightmare. I’m cold because I want to make this short.  It’s awful to be flagged. This channel I have now is one that’s finally been here a little while, I was not allowed on you tube for some time, people flagged anything I posted.  It’s a shitty feeling.  I hope you can stay.


The Right Wing Rioters

In Uncategorized on August 13, 2011 at 6:11 pm

*This blog addresses the thuggery of theft and violence, not political unrest.


There is no society, there are only individuals.

I really really want that and societal conditions right now are ripe for me taking it, so I will.

I value those things and am exercising my initiative to get those things. I like things. Things mean more than social order.

I will take these things at someone else’s expense.

I will use violence to get what I want.


This last one is the most abstract.  Many have argued that in cases of war, and state sanctioned violence, most instances are just as unethical and greed mongering as rioters and looters.  I want to acknowledge this last one will be abstract to some, so as not to detract from my message.

I do not identify with lower class greed any more than I identify with those who go through institutions to break the laws instead of store front windows.

We know who causes the most damage to society. How many people will lose their homes and jobs because of what the rioters have done? How do the figures between the two groups compare?

But Stranahan got me thinking…what are the values? White collar crime is perpetrated on average people and not done to feed families. The opportunistic looters taking advantage of lax enforcement stealing luxury items come to mind.  Stranahan asked something along the lines of would you excuse your child’s behavior and blame social ills?  I thought, no way.

I don’t identify with right wing rap music. The kind that is me me me, take take take, and the things they are taking and the power they are lording is morally bankrupt, but reminds me of another group fleecing the people.

I do not relate to either expression of this SAME value system.

There are many wealthy people out there that absolutely HATE people. My grandfather was one of them. Money was everything and anyone who ideologically opposed that was some liberal parasite. Sometimes people cannot smell themselves. Sometimes parasites like to point to other parasites, very Jungian.

The rioters are the conservative shadow. My intention is not to start a semantic debate.  If a true “conservative” is not given justice here, then alright. I’m not stuck on terms, how about Libertarian, no? But we know what I’m getting at. The parties that enable the immoral grabs that cost millions of  livelihoods. Those immoral people.  Show me liberals systematically doing this.  It’s ok if you give me even one isolated example. That’s fine, we have to start somewhere.

Politics of ‘I hate the poor, but only because I know my own stinky greedy human nature, and assume that’s what’s going on there, and so all policies I create are meant to cripple them. LET THEM EAT CAKE’ is what I’m talking about. Don’t say let them eat cake and then complain when they grab yours, you’re just as filthy. The cake is a lie.

If these two groups were the subjects of study and given questionnaires that were meant to identify their values and views of human nature, I have very little doubts they would have a very grim view of human nature, and a lofty view of bling bling. I would imagine the results of the two parties could be interchanged, and one would not know who is who.   I would wager both parties sound like an Ayn Rand echo chamber.

It’s hard when

In Uncategorized on July 28, 2011 at 1:20 pm

People deny facts about rape and violence against women, and then when some woman, obviously not a feminist, hurts a man in any way, people use this as another tool to hurt all women .

Recently, clearly not a feminist or  genius, Sharon Osbourne made jokes about a violent crime committed against a man. She made penis jokes, and the man was dismembered. People rightfully were angry with her, and took the opportunity to raise awareness and sensitivity about jokes of this nature. Just because he’s a man that does not make it ok.

But here it comes. Some how women or whoever, are not reacting enough or strongly enough and it’s things like this that open up the floodgates for more abuse of women and feminists.

Not everyone is doing this, but also, it’s hard when feminists are aware of the constant jokes against women, jokes about rape, battered women, violence against women, and the even more serious problem aside from jokes, the actual denial of battery and rape.

Sometimes jokes are made to keep people  “in their place”.  Humor is used for many different things. Sick humor is used to keep people in their places. Now if it’s “OK” to joke about men like that, meaning it appears invisible, we know this relates to the very real power imbalance between the genders.  These women who joke like this are  keeping men in their places of untouchable power and dehumanizing them as individuals. What was said actually reinforces the power imbalance that does exist. It keeps men as entities to have no compassion for, similar to how we might feel about the CEO of Enron, or BP, or the leader of the KKK. Is that person a person?

So there’s nothing really cool about what those women on the talk show did.
But… feminists are like oh boy…here it comes another excuse to abuse FEMINISTS and women.

If someone in the media made a joke about a woman dead from a spousal dismembering, or th e victim of that, one…it would be surprising that would even make the news IT IS SO COMMON, and so first, think about this and  start to feel our anger there, and let’s move on….

So first it’s surprising that it’s even talked about, second if there is an outrage, then there is a BACKLASH to that outrage. Feminists have no sense of humor. Then that actually becomes part of a stereotype. Remember that video that asshole Zaunstar did? Yeah. “see you can joke about things” . That condescending jerk never would say that to any other group striving for equality raising awareness about hatred toward their particular group.

See, trans people, come on it’s a cross dressing joke! Gosh LIGHTEN UP.

So PART of how I feel about this is, you want to bitch like feminists about the jokes-JOKES in poor taste? You can get the backlash too.

When I tweet these little soundbytes. People don’t get the full meaning. They can’t get where I’m coming from, so this is the exlpainy blog.

Not by any means all I think on this topic, but I had better stop here.